My broken heart occurred long ago, and for a long time it was beyond my ability to remember, what had happened to me.

It was beyond my ability, to remember why I felt this way.

Yes there were incidents, in this lifetime, that brought me into contact with the memory; that assisted me in touching the feelings.

But the source of my wandering, the initiation of this journey, the beginning of why I began my search for love, eluded me.

Like a beacon through time, the pulse of my heart felt broken, and that connection was a feeling I could not recover, no matter how I tried.

Living in Past Times

As a child, I told myself stories, and long after I got to be an adult, I realized that these stories, were a history of my lifetimes; of my lifetimes in incarnation.  They were a map of what had happened as I lived life out over a very long time, eons, thousands of years.

I have drawn maps of the history that I remember, maps of my travels.  My lifetimes began not on Earth but among the stars, and crossed the galaxy until I landed, here.

I had companions on this journey, and I met them, here.  At first, I went outside myself to find love.  My love companion journeyed with me for many, many incarnations, always in the same type of relationship dynamic, and you think that would have gotten boring.  But, I convinced myself in every lifetime that this was the love I had wanted, I had been searching for.

In some lifetimes I could barely remember that I had come from love, at all.

Evolution of the Twin Flame Dynamic

I called this love my twin flame.  He felt like this to me, because I had convinced myself that everything I needed, was represented by him.  What I know now is that we were simply two Souls incarnated, serving each other through an unhealthy relationship.

I finally woke up about the nature of my relationships when I allowed myself to know I was a valuable human being, deserving of receiving love.  This is when I met what I then called my twin flame.

And I found, that my true twin flame, was me.

When I chose to connect with my higher self, and believe that I was worthy of deserving love, ‘he’ came to me, like a golden angel hovering beside me.  The unconditional love I felt for myself, emanating forth, was unlike anything I had felt before.

What I came to see, is he was me.  How is this possible?

Our Souls incarnate into this realm from a state of wholeness, and in the simplest terms, how this is worked, is that Souls leave half of themselves behind to do so.  That half is the other side of the duality that we incarnate, into. So, if we are male, our twin flame has our female energy.  If we are a being of light, our twin flame has our shadow self.  And so on.

We were one and the same energy, emanating from Soul, divided into two, and then made incarnate; higher self or guardian angel, and human self, together, one whole creation of Soul.

Where is My Home?

In this lifetime, key events conspired to ignite my passion for stories about the stars and who might live among them.

I had always felt, even in childhood, that I was a visitor here, and that somewhere else was my home.  I remember as a child, a vision of a old, old man, and I, sitting above the atmosphere of the Earth. I remember him pointing to areas of the planet, telling me about the Earth and it’s people, about the activity here, and making observations, teaching me.

Then, the crushing realization when I came to a certain age, that the place that I had remembered the most fondly, had been destroyed, long ago.  I had always thought I would return there after this lifetime, and the loss of this home put me adrift.

Where Did I Truly Belong?

As I grew more into my spirituality, I realized that ultimately my home was with my Soul, and that I could ask my higher self and Soul for breaks, to return to the feeling of home, during this lifetime.  And there were times when I asked to do so, when life was challenging.

The feeling of the stars had this feel for me – of Soul, of home.  And thus, I concentrated my activities into spending time on, and sharing stories of, the stars, as my hobby.

In my memories, I traced my personal stories back to my earliest incarnation in the galaxies.  And all I could see about where I had come from, was that I came from Light – my people were beings of light.  I knew that my ‘mother’ and ‘father’ came from there.

I had no idea about where that place was or how to get there.

Breaking My Heart: Remembering the Blue Girl 

This fall, I remembered the lifetime that started it all; that started all my journeys across time that I had remembered since I was a child.  I call this lifetime, the Blue Girl.

She was ripped from her people and her life partner, from a higher dimensional plane and existence, and was kidnapped, assaulted, raped, tortured, drugged and subjected to mind control experiments and physical imprinting.  This lifetime was eons ago, and yet it was real, up front, up close and personal.  My body ached where she ached.  I hurt where she hurt.  I felt her confusion.  I felt her despair.

Links: See The Blue Girl & Being Willing to Love, Again: An Andromedan Past Lifetime

I celebrated her victory over her captors, when she found a way to take herself out of the situation by dying and leaving her body.

Many friends and acquaintances showed up in my life as I processed the memories of the Blue Girl.  The support system that came forth is something I am deeply grateful for.

Links: See The Blue Girl From Andromeda – Quantum Physics, Spirituality and Starships (+ Video)

It is as if everything in this lifetime, was set up to help me remember, and then recover, the Blue Girl’s life experience.  I know the people involved, now, in this lifetime.  Life is full of surprises, and coincidences.  Sometimes I feel that everything has been set up just for me to have the exquisite experience of living this lifetime in all of it’s divine perfection.

And for us all, I believe that this is true.

I believe that the universe responds to our deepest needs and our deepest desires, even when we cannot voice them; even when we do not know that that is what they are.

Holding On to the Pain – the Experience of Stockholm Syndrome

Recently, I went through an exercise to give back all that I had taken on from this lifetime, back to those who had captured the Blue Girl, and who had inflicted her pain and trauma.  She had been in a kind of Stockholm Syndrome, and held all of the energies of the trauma as if she was responsible, herself, for what had happened to her, and as if she had to protect those who had caused the trauma.

This trauma had created great shame, a shame that has followed me my entire lifetime, since the blue girl has incarnated as me, now.  At times, this shame has been incapacitating, paralyzing, slowing my decisions, causing me to harshly judge myself, also.

It was so freeing, to finally let go of what was not mine.  I stood with the Blue Girl, in the space of a vision, in a circle of light, and poured out all I had taken on, until she was done, and until I was done.

Recovering Our Love

When it was all done, I watched as she and her partner, her love, stood in front of me in a vision and said goodbye.  I have worked with her partner as my spirit guide since 2011, not knowing at that time, that we were beginning a years long project of recovering his love – an incarnation of me – the Blue Girl.

The sweetness of the moment was tangible, and poignant for me.  I knew that I was beginning a new stage of my life.

The stage of my life where I am finally, free.

I am free of the past.  I am free of the cause of my sorrows.  My Blue Girl reunited with her love, and returned home, to the higher dimensions.

And I am free, here on Earth, with my golden angel guide – my Higher Self and I, one unit of the divinity of our Soul, having a human experience.

Links: See Have Courage, Take Heart

Letting Go of the Pain of Heartbreak

Last night, I lay down on the couch watching a movie, and I was overwhelmed with the pain over my heart.  Now I had just seen the doctor, and I knew that this was not a physical condition.

As I lay there, I could feel my big brother Archangel Michael sit with me in his brotherly blue, and he said to me, “you are healing from a broken heart”.

It has actually been days now, but last night was the most intense of them.  And as I watched the movie, I cried and let my body feel the feelings.

Have Courage, Take Heart

The body has it’s own timing, the body has it’s own perception.  And my body needed to be felt and my heart needed to be poured out, listened to, and reassured.  I needed to treat myself with love.

In the morning, I woke with a new sense of purpose, of mission.  I awoke and knew what was on the docket for the day, what was on the agenda.

The pain in my heart is faded; underneath it all a spark of courage is glowing. While it may take a little more time to move through this fully, the feeling that something new is beginning in me is flowing strongly.

The Star Soul: Feeling at Home, Here on Earth, Being Human

I finally feel at home. My Soul is seated and at home, pulsing like a star in the heart of my human form.

My human body is my home, here on Earth, now.  I live here connected with my Soul in my divine and human sovereignty, experiencing love generated from within. My heart feels the love of the sparkling star shining within that is my Soul. I feel the loving presence of the rest of me – my Higher Self and golden angel.

Life is a new and a grand adventure.

I have recovered my love, and my love is me.  My love comes with a feeling of freedom, and of joy.  And of the wonder of feeling that I am beginning, again.

I am beginning a new life for me.  Step, by step.  Moment, by moment.

And, I am filled with the feeling that I am making a fresh start, from the wholeness within, that is my love.

Love, Solaris

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I have long watched

The ancient ones

Still playing the same games

Glimmer, glitter

Sparkle, and shine

Hiding, out in the open

In a package

that appears divine

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You walk through accolades

False nobility

The crowd awaits you

You spin the energies

To achieve outcomes

The ancient weaver

The queen of darkness

Purveyor of hopes

And dreams

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Spinning,

Towards your aims

Floating, free of time

Living in a slower rate of progression

Moving through the created universe

Hunting, picking, choosing

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You have lived so long

You have outlived them all

There are so few of you left

The ancient ones

Eternity has tested your mettle

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The ancient ones

Playing the games of long ago

Playing the games of dominion

Creeping through time

Gaining advantage

Gathering knowledge

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The magic at play is an aspect of Creation

For ill, or for good

For better, or for worse

It is always moving

Changing, forming

Evolving, devolving

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The initiating point

Of ancient density

Of the ancient games

Is in the future

Once found

Once sighted

The game ends

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The slipstream

Of time opens

Into the past

Timelines fracture

History dissolves

Creation shifts

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My Ancient Soul

Bearing responsibility

Wandering through time

Alone and weary

Searching for Love

And Home

Always growing, moving, shifting, creating

Searching for answers

And solutions

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The ancient ones

You have the opportunity to choose

And take new form

The key, the code

Is in your pure truth

Should you have the courage

to lay down your ancient ways

and choose anew

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The ancient ones

Still playing the same games

Still taking, directing, controlling

Still giving, granting, awarding

For loyalty to you

The pain lays covered and

Still in need of healing

Long ago

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What is Secret That Has Been Kept Hidden

These originate from a surgery, but  they stirred a memory of other times and other experiences of having marks on my cheek.

In my mind, the three marks formed into the three stars in the archer’s belt.

And I remembered, long ago.

Long ago and eons away, in a place we call Orion.

            Links: For more see Who are the Starseeds? and Starseed: Are You Ready to Officially Acknowledge Your Authentic Self?

The Whole of Who We Are

Long ago, I remember when the first mark appeared on my cheek. I was in a fight, with a sword-type weapon, against an opponent that I knew I would beat; I knew I could best this being. It was a different race or culture than I was from and fighting was a big part of the lifetime of who I was as a being.

Also I remember being a woman and thus from my perspective remembering this as a human being I would have thought myself to be more physically weak than the opponent before me, but yet somehow, most likely because of the physiology of the being that I was, I was still strong and able to move quickly.

That’s the past lifetime where my opponent drew his sword upwards towards me, slicing my cheek and making a mark that stuck with me. The scar damaged my beauty, and yet it was a mark of what I had been through and of my warrior spirit and thus some pride came with it.

But before I received the mark, I saw my Higher Self thinking.

It was my human self in the present and my Higher Self, looking at the scene from the future. And I thought, from my human incarnation, ‘she should have a mark so that she remembers’. She being the person who I was. And in that moment, the sword came across my face in the past and slashed me.

Thus we create our own realities, past present and future.

Links: For more, see The Blue Girl & Being Willing to Love, Again: An Andromedan Past Lifetime

The Past, Present and Future Are One

In my childhood, periodically a feeling would come over me. The ‘air’ would change, and something would ‘lift’ energetically. In these moments, sensing the air, sensing what the feelings meant to me, I knew that there were ‘windows’ in time like intersections.

In these intersections, all time was ‘one’. This is the moment of intersecting realities. It seemed to me that there were moments that ‘opened’ where accessing this possibility was available, it was present in the ‘energy’ of that time or day.

This is the moment when one can be in the center of all of the possibilities, look among them and sort through them, even change paths or direction.

Kind of like ‘hopping timelines’, in these moments when the world opens; when a gate is temporarily opened so that limitations on creation are now free, these times give us the possibility of making great shifts or changing direction.

But usually, in these times, I would just breathe in and sense the ‘middle’, just sensing the kernel of truth in that middle, a truth that was not relative, a truth that was about knowing, and about being in the moment simply breathing.

Links: For more, see Healing Extraterrestrial Past Lives  and The Reptilians Departure From Earth, An Interesting Story

Past Lifetimes and Alternative Realities

The other lifetime where I had marks on the outside of my cheek was as a mechanical dog, a type of android, and scientists were experimenting, building me. I distinctly remembered in a vision one night the scientists adjusting the grommets in my cheek.

I also remember, as a robot dog, that there seemed to be something wrong with me, I wasn’t working out properly, and they would have to remake me, in a different version, they would have to try again.

This might have been the moment when they had to de-activate me.

Apparently the robotic dog was too hyper, too aggressive, and as a human remembering, my human self felt shame at not being what they wanted of me. I felt sadness at the ending of the robotic dog’s life. I don’t know that the ‘dog’ had any of these feelings.

The scientists looked human, and I have wondered whether this lifetime was on Earth, or elsewhere, or in an alternative reality.

The Mark and the Scar, Occurring in Threes

The third time I remember a slash across my face, was another past lifetime, and I was in front of a being with forearms that were insectoid or possibly like those of a mantis being.

For some reason I had pissed this being off, and it simply blithely raised up it’s forearm, slashing a gash across my face before moving away from me.

I had no response, besides feeling something within like, ‘are you kidding me’?

In this lifetime, my father taught me to respect mantis beings. He told me that praying mantis are very good for the garden, because they eat bad bugs, which assists other living things to grow more freely.

That’s one view of the mantis beings.

           Links: For more see Starseeds, Incarnated Extraterrestrials and the Exigent Circumstances on Earth

The Invisible Scar, in this Lifetime

In this lifetime, a person close to me who had a bond with a negative non-physical being from Orion, would constantly over years taunt me.

They would exclaim: “Your face, oh my god what have they done to you!”.

Usually there was nothing that could be seen with the eyes on my face, or there was a gross exaggeration of something.

Usually the taunting was in front of groups of people we knew.

Some beings have the ability to read the energy field and locate where the trauma is or has been.

While some look upon these situations compassionately, others can attempt to use a person’s past, present or future wounding to draw away your own energy for their own purposes.

There can be an attempt at re-wounding for the intended purpose of generating negative energy from the person who has been wounded.

Negative emotional energy can be drawn away by adept non-physical beings, or as we would perceive it negative interdimensional beings.

At some point, when the taunting began, I knew that it wasn’t personal although it took me a few years to learn how to handle it adequately.

With training, from both within and without, over time I started laughing.

It took time and consistency for the reptile non-physical entity to step forward in this person’s energy field.

When it couldn’t get me to generate even a drop of fear or anger, that is when it stepped forward to scare me. And to do this, I suppose, it had to show itself to me.

Unconscious Permissions Effect Our Human Energy Field…

Unconscious Choices Can Effect How Our Lives Will Be

The reptilian signature at this point was unmistakable, yet I had learned something important: It could not effect me without my permission.

My permission would have been, for example, to see it and then choose to be fearful – this is why it finally had to step forward and reveal itself to me.

Or, to see it and choose to indulge in feeling angry that I couldn’t do anything but accept that this was in the human individual, to their knowledge or not.

They had their own agreements or experience that I couldn’t understand.

Acceptance of this situation as it was, and taking away permission to interact, was the best alternative

I had begun to realize the tactics of these individuals. I had begun to realize that it wasn’t personal.

Their technique: Just find the weakness, and start poking. To get upset about this obvious routine became pretty funny, actually.

Learning how to manage my own energy field in these situations was incredibly empowering.

And that is when I started healing.

    Links: For more see Building Our Discernment About Extraterrestrial and Galactic Beings

From Scar to Stars: Healing All Lifetimes in One Being

In this lifetime, a kind surgeon moved the scalpel carefully, drawing it at an angle across my face, and removing what was bad for me.

He was a spiritual man, and did an excellent job at the surgery.

There was a cyst to remove, and they explained what the cause must be.

But I knew that the surgery was physically and energetically helping by removing the memories, the energy, and the human emotions that I felt about it all; about all these past activities.

Sometimes a physical healing is beneficial to a being with a physical body.

When I looked at my cheek recently, 8 months after the surgery, and saw that the mark on my cheek was in three small red spots, in my inner vision these spots turned into stars.

And I remembered.

I remember the All of me.

        Links: For more see: Solaris Modalis Video: Your ET Past Lifetimes (Extraterrestrial Past Lives)

How Far We’ve Come

Three stars in a row, like the belt of Orion.

When I remembered, I felt victory.

My face will heal, almost nine months after the surgery, and I feel like I’m beginning my life again.

I feel reborn.

The scars have transmuted to stars.

There are no more painful memories.

There is gratitude for the miracle of being alive, and having the ability to experience, to share, and to understand these things.

Love, Solaris

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My first break writing, since restarting this blog on August 23 2016, was a few weeks later, in September/October.  I took a break after writing for awhile, to ruminate on an interesting meeting.

It was one of those meetings where pretty much every skill set you have developed over a long time all comes together in one event and you can handle that event because you have prepared all along, and you didn’t even know you were doing that.

After that meeting, I was thinking about: How do I want to proceed with this blog? Did I want to talk about the past? Did I want to talk about the present and about building the new?

An Interesting Meeting

I had met with a person, a human being, but during the meeting this being allowed his energy to shift in such a way that his ET (extraterrestrial) aspect shown through clearly.

Now, his extraterrestrial heritage was clear to me before this incident occurred, for many reasons, one of which is that I have some of the “clairs” as I call them (clairvoyance etc.).

But, I also have an understanding of the characteristics of this race and it’s frequencies, and I sometimes recognize these in human beings who are in this lineage where I’m meant to.  I’d add that the race he represented isn’t known as one of the “lovey dovey” peace and love ET races. It was one of those green eyed, proud and dangerous reptilian kind.

But, I knew this when we first sat down, before he did the visible shifting.  How did I know that?  There’s so much that I could list but let’s say, I just knew, and I will go into this a little bit more, below.  I never thought that this sort of thing would happen in my life, and yet it did.

Actually, truth be told, I had imagined that it might happen, and then it did, under the parameters that I had set in my imagining.  This is why setting intention and imagining your outcome are important!  These techniques have more effect on our lives than we ever would think, when we are bound in limited thinking and analysis, only.

Good thing he wanted to learn about why living “from the heart” is important.  He said that I convinced him that it was important, after I explained clearly, what it was and why. 

The truth is, he realized he couldn’t get what he was after, in more ways than one. I knew that he wanted to create a mathematical construct that could emulate the heart and Soul connection.

And I was able to show him that there wasn’t to achieve a perfect transfer of the powerful energies these beings want to access. You would have to go through what is known as ‘the ascension process’ to do that.

You would have to actually connect, with your heart and Soul.

The 4D Extraterrestrial Backstory

Here is the bottom line:  Some beings and some segments of extraterrestrial races did not know how to do this (live in the heart frequencies), nor did they think it was important.  However, to ascend in frequency, and to experience the higher dimensions, shifting to the heart frequencies is how one enters the gateway to this access.

After a very long while, some of these beings started to want to make this shift.  The predicament we are in on Earth, to some extent, is the end of a very long story in which large groups of these races have come to develop the capacity to begin to try and begin to actually embody heart based frequencies.

A Quick Primer on the Dimensions and Extraterrestrial Races

A quick primer: These extraterrestrial races who do, or did, not live from the heart (and neither has most of Humanity for the most part) were 3D beings, but now are for the most 4D (fourth dimensional).

Beings that live from the heart would be 5D, fifth dimensional, or at the frequencies of unconditional love (space hippies – no not really, ha ha!)  5D+ galactic beings are closely aligned with their inner divinity and connection to Source, or Soul.

How do you tell the difference between these types of beings?

Your heart knows.

Meeting My Growth Edge

It took a couple of weeks after the meeting for me to figure out what I wanted to do.  It was a weird coincidence that I had recently re-started this blog, and he mentioned a couple times a specific intelligence agency he had worked with “years ago”.  I don’t know if that’s part of some “I told you” information that you breeze over and then later, realize what you have gotten into.  Well,  I have no interest in games, or intrigue.  No thank you I do not want to be involved.

Funny enough I wasn’t surprised when I saw his eyes shift in size and color and type.  I was so unimpressed that he asked me, twice, “did I notice that he showed me his true self?”.  I stayed heart-centered, and in the heart there is no fear.

I remember many past lives where I lived elsewhere, not on this planet, and I remember being many different galactic races – some bits and pieces, some much more.

What stood out for me after this meeting was this:  it is a lot different to remember being a certain race, and to remember having the abilities of a person of that race, than being a human being who remembers.  That was the most interesting thing about this meeting, for me.  This was my growth edge.

It was fascinating to experience first hand, the mesmerizing ability of this race, and I remember the mental sharpness and the strategic excellence, which was fully present.

I thought that because I remembered, that I would still be able to do these things as a human being, at the level of one of these beings, if I really needed to.  Because compared to other human beings, I excel at things like strategy and analytical thinking.

But, you know what?  I found out, it wasn’t like that.  Not for me, anyway.  Because I don’t have that type of body, anymore.  And with that body’s physiology comes a certain technology, both mental capabilities and, I believe, actual technologies that work in concert with their wishes.

Fourth Dimensional Beings

What I realized is this:  a human being who is that close to their extraterrestrial self, and I’m talking about a 4D extraterrestrial self, is simply going to run circles around me in the skill set in which they excel.  And, I mean their fourth dimensional ET presence, rather than the love and light 5D+ extraterrestrial beings.

I’m not sure how this 4D ET presence manifested in this person, and how they were able to show me this aspect, quite clearly, in their eyes.  It could be some sort of shape-shifting ability.  Or, it could be a technology.  Although, it was perfectly reminiscent of what I remember about this race of beings.  Because I have been this race in the past (and many others), I can be aware, I can anticipate, and I can adjust when I make a mistake, energetically, because that happened.

It was a humbling experience to go through:  I cannot do what they can do, anymore.  And you know what?  I’m okay with that.  Way more than okay with it!  I felt like my german shepherd dog, when he was 11 or 12, and he was so pissed and frustrated that he couldn’t run as fast and as far, that he couldn’t turn corners with the same agility or catch balls with the accuracy as when he was 3 or 4, when he was in his prime.

And that’s okay.  You know why?  Because I’m way closer with my own true self, now.  And this is me, this is my true self now; a heart-centered, Soul connected human being.

Interestingly, quite recently before this meeting, I had let go of my attachments to these memories of these 4D lifetimes, of being this race, and others, and this has been incredibly healing.  That is a blessing for which I am grateful.

Accessing the Heart – the Bridge from 4D to 5D

My gift is access to my heart – a pure, simply human capability of incredible strength and power – the inner power of spirit, or my Soul, that inhabits my body and which is present within me in every moment.  This is an awesome and gentle, a subtle and beautiful powerful presence.

For this reason, because I have the memories of the frequencies of galactic races at both 4D and 5D+, I was acting as a bridge in this conversation with this person.  And, I knew that.  Honestly, it was an honor.  To act as a bridge, to explain the path from 4D to 5D (the path of the heart) to one of their representatives, or whoever he was, was something that took a lifetime to get to, to be a part of.  It’s done now.

All that we do, creates energy streamers in “time”.  And the energy streamers of the bridge have been created.  That is cool, isn’t it!?

And it’s cool because my soul purpose for incarnating in that race so long ago was because I wished to be of service to do exactly this.  It has been a very long journey.

And that was my answer when he asked me if I had “seen his true self.”  My answer was: “Yes, I did, and I knew before you showed me, and it’s okay, I accept you for who you are.”  And he responded, and I just said “It has been a very long time, for us to be able to get to here.”

This Blog:  The Mission of Solaris Modalis

This blog is about building the new and moving forward, and this blog focuses on the higher frequency aspect of sun and sky phenomena.  By that I mean, those aspects supporting ascension of planetary and human frequencies in the highest good of all.

So here we are, I made a clear decision to move on, to move forward, in my life and in this blog.  I decided not to dwell in the past, in my writing. Where it feels important, I may write about my previous experiences to fill in why I have the understanding that I have, or for explanatory purposes.

Otherwise than that, my mission is about about connecting at the heart with other human beings, and with our star brothers and sisters who wish this same frequency connection, also.

Learning the gift of heart and Soul connection is why I’m on this planet. Its what I have learned in this lifetime that is most valuable, and it’s what I’m here to talk about, also.

You know what?  It feels so good, in my heart, to finally get to here.

Here and Now.

Love, Solaris

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