My broken heart occurred long ago, and for a long time it was beyond my ability to remember, what had happened to me.

It was beyond my ability, to remember why I felt this way.

Yes there were incidents, in this lifetime, that brought me into contact with the memory; that assisted me in touching the feelings.

But the source of my wandering, the initiation of this journey, the beginning of why I began my search for love, eluded me.

Like a beacon through time, the pulse of my heart felt broken, and that connection was a feeling I could not recover, no matter how I tried.

Living in Past Times

As a child, I told myself stories, and long after I got to be an adult, I realized that these stories, were a history of my lifetimes; of my lifetimes in incarnation.  They were a map of what had happened as I lived life out over a very long time, eons, thousands of years.

I have drawn maps of the history that I remember, maps of my travels.  My lifetimes began not on Earth but among the stars, and crossed the galaxy until I landed, here.

I had companions on this journey, and I met them, here.  At first, I went outside myself to find love.  My love companion journeyed with me for many, many incarnations, always in the same type of relationship dynamic, and you think that would have gotten boring.  But, I convinced myself in every lifetime that this was the love I had wanted, I had been searching for.

In some lifetimes I could barely remember that I had come from love, at all.

Evolution of the Twin Flame Dynamic

I called this love my twin flame.  He felt like this to me, because I had convinced myself that everything I needed, was represented by him.  What I know now is that we were simply two Souls incarnated, serving each other through an unhealthy relationship.

I finally woke up about the nature of my relationships when I allowed myself to know I was a valuable human being, deserving of receiving love.  This is when I met what I then called my twin flame.

And I found, that my true twin flame, was me.

When I chose to connect with my higher self, and believe that I was worthy of deserving love, ‘he’ came to me, like a golden angel hovering beside me.  The unconditional love I felt for myself, emanating forth, was unlike anything I had felt before.

What I came to see, is he was me.  How is this possible?

Our Souls incarnate into this realm from a state of wholeness, and in the simplest terms, how this is worked, is that Souls leave half of themselves behind to do so.  That half is the other side of the duality that we incarnate, into. So, if we are male, our twin flame has our female energy.  If we are a being of light, our twin flame has our shadow self.  And so on.

We were one and the same energy, emanating from Soul, divided into two, and then made incarnate; higher self or guardian angel, and human self, together, one whole creation of Soul.

Where is My Home?

In this lifetime, key events conspired to ignite my passion for stories about the stars and who might live among them.

I had always felt, even in childhood, that I was a visitor here, and that somewhere else was my home.  I remember as a child, a vision of a old, old man, and I, sitting above the atmosphere of the Earth. I remember him pointing to areas of the planet, telling me about the Earth and it’s people, about the activity here, and making observations, teaching me.

Then, the crushing realization when I came to a certain age, that the place that I had remembered the most fondly, had been destroyed, long ago.  I had always thought I would return there after this lifetime, and the loss of this home put me adrift.

Where Did I Truly Belong?

As I grew more into my spirituality, I realized that ultimately my home was with my Soul, and that I could ask my higher self and Soul for breaks, to return to the feeling of home, during this lifetime.  And there were times when I asked to do so, when life was challenging.

The feeling of the stars had this feel for me – of Soul, of home.  And thus, I concentrated my activities into spending time on, and sharing stories of, the stars, as my hobby.

In my memories, I traced my personal stories back to my earliest incarnation in the galaxies.  And all I could see about where I had come from, was that I came from Light – my people were beings of light.  I knew that my ‘mother’ and ‘father’ came from there.

I had no idea about where that place was or how to get there.

Breaking My Heart: Remembering the Blue Girl 

This fall, I remembered the lifetime that started it all; that started all my journeys across time that I had remembered since I was a child.  I call this lifetime, the Blue Girl.

She was ripped from her people and her life partner, from a higher dimensional plane and existence, and was kidnapped, assaulted, raped, tortured, drugged and subjected to mind control experiments and physical imprinting.  This lifetime was eons ago, and yet it was real, up front, up close and personal.  My body ached where she ached.  I hurt where she hurt.  I felt her confusion.  I felt her despair.

Links: See The Blue Girl & Being Willing to Love, Again: An Andromedan Past Lifetime

I celebrated her victory over her captors, when she found a way to take herself out of the situation by dying and leaving her body.

Many friends and acquaintances showed up in my life as I processed the memories of the Blue Girl.  The support system that came forth is something I am deeply grateful for.

Links: See The Blue Girl From Andromeda – Quantum Physics, Spirituality and Starships (+ Video)

It is as if everything in this lifetime, was set up to help me remember, and then recover, the Blue Girl’s life experience.  I know the people involved, now, in this lifetime.  Life is full of surprises, and coincidences.  Sometimes I feel that everything has been set up just for me to have the exquisite experience of living this lifetime in all of it’s divine perfection.

And for us all, I believe that this is true.

I believe that the universe responds to our deepest needs and our deepest desires, even when we cannot voice them; even when we do not know that that is what they are.

Holding On to the Pain – the Experience of Stockholm Syndrome

Recently, I went through an exercise to give back all that I had taken on from this lifetime, back to those who had captured the Blue Girl, and who had inflicted her pain and trauma.  She had been in a kind of Stockholm Syndrome, and held all of the energies of the trauma as if she was responsible, herself, for what had happened to her, and as if she had to protect those who had caused the trauma.

This trauma had created great shame, a shame that has followed me my entire lifetime, since the blue girl has incarnated as me, now.  At times, this shame has been incapacitating, paralyzing, slowing my decisions, causing me to harshly judge myself, also.

It was so freeing, to finally let go of what was not mine.  I stood with the Blue Girl, in the space of a vision, in a circle of light, and poured out all I had taken on, until she was done, and until I was done.

Recovering Our Love

When it was all done, I watched as she and her partner, her love, stood in front of me in a vision and said goodbye.  I have worked with her partner as my spirit guide since 2011, not knowing at that time, that we were beginning a years long project of recovering his love – an incarnation of me – the Blue Girl.

The sweetness of the moment was tangible, and poignant for me.  I knew that I was beginning a new stage of my life.

The stage of my life where I am finally, free.

I am free of the past.  I am free of the cause of my sorrows.  My Blue Girl reunited with her love, and returned home, to the higher dimensions.

And I am free, here on Earth, with my golden angel guide – my Higher Self and I, one unit of the divinity of our Soul, having a human experience.

Links: See Have Courage, Take Heart

Letting Go of the Pain of Heartbreak

Last night, I lay down on the couch watching a movie, and I was overwhelmed with the pain over my heart.  Now I had just seen the doctor, and I knew that this was not a physical condition.

As I lay there, I could feel my big brother Archangel Michael sit with me in his brotherly blue, and he said to me, “you are healing from a broken heart”.

It has actually been days now, but last night was the most intense of them.  And as I watched the movie, I cried and let my body feel the feelings.

Have Courage, Take Heart

The body has it’s own timing, the body has it’s own perception.  And my body needed to be felt and my heart needed to be poured out, listened to, and reassured.  I needed to treat myself with love.

In the morning, I woke with a new sense of purpose, of mission.  I awoke and knew what was on the docket for the day, what was on the agenda.

The pain in my heart is faded; underneath it all a spark of courage is glowing. While it may take a little more time to move through this fully, the feeling that something new is beginning in me is flowing strongly.

The Star Soul: Feeling at Home, Here on Earth, Being Human

I finally feel at home. My Soul is seated and at home, pulsing like a star in the heart of my human form.

My human body is my home, here on Earth, now.  I live here connected with my Soul in my divine and human sovereignty, experiencing love generated from within. My heart feels the love of the sparkling star shining within that is my Soul. I feel the loving presence of the rest of me – my Higher Self and golden angel.

Life is a new and a grand adventure.

I have recovered my love, and my love is me.  My love comes with a feeling of freedom, and of joy.  And of the wonder of feeling that I am beginning, again.

I am beginning a new life for me.  Step, by step.  Moment, by moment.

And, I am filled with the feeling that I am making a fresh start, from the wholeness within, that is my love.

Love, Solaris

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My friend Alex Clark and I discuss the blue girl and her story.  We talk about who the blue girl was, her culture, how she flew the starship with her co-captains, and how the ship operated.

We also get into a discussion of shamanic practices, spirituality of the Soul, quantum physics discussion of healing from zero point, what happens to the spirit and the body when we die, and so much more.

Play by Play: The Blue Girl Video Content

Here is the story of the blue girl and an overview of the content we discussed in this video.  Numbers indicate the minutes:seconds that is the location of this commentary in the video.

0:01 Talking about an extraterrestrial past life.

• • This video is about the article I wrote on the blog at The Blue Girl, and Being Willing to Love,Again.
  • Alex: I hold the space for Solaris to talk about her truth.
  • Solaris: What holding the space means and how it works.

3:37 Feeling you are a starseed.

• • Feeling connection with the stars.

4:25 Solaris: On healing a past lifetime.

• • In this past life I had flown a starship.
  • It had crashed and the Captain was captured.
  • Using shamanic techniques at zero point to access interdimensionally.
  • Having a vision of the blue girl.
  • How I see past lifetimes.
  • Creating the image of the blue girl.
  • The shocking-ness of remembering being one of the “blue people”.

7:48 Discussing who the blue girl was.

• • From the Andromeda galaxy.
  • A higher dimensional culture, more “spiritual”.
  • They were telepathic only – they did not speak.
  • Flying the starship – with three co-captains.
  • What the flying station was like.
  • The telepathic links with the other captains and the ship.
  • Being one with the ship and it’s functions.
  • Directing the ship telepathically.
  • They were not linked physically and had no tech in their bodies.
  • They were able to link through their physical capabilities.
  • Solaris – I believe that humans are capable of this.
  • Flying the ship with their mind.
  • The ship is conscious – sentient and in service with the people.

11:17 What the culture of her blue people was like.

• • They were telepathic.
  • But they had “privacy” as individuals.
  • The people had telepathic links with layers of groups of their culture.
  • This was a culture that lived on starships.
  • Everything, everyone was considered equal.
  • The technology was considered equal with them and was conscious.

13:00  Influences of the blue girl on my human lifetime.

• • My love for looking at the stars.
  • My dreams of flying around the stars.
  • Connecting with the blue stars – my favorites!

15:40  Solaris: How the memories of this lifetime came up for me.

• • Feelings of responsibility.
  • Feelings of keeping information secret (the Captain was captured by the attackers).
  • The healing techniques I use are shamanic in nature.
  • Plus, I am working in a zero point energy field.

17:40  What happened in the past lifetime.

• • The starship crashed without hitting anything.
  • It was hit by a huge beam of light.
  • The attackers sent in a beam of light that captured the Captain.
  • The beam of light caused all the people and the ship to loose consciousness.
  • The attackers had very advanced technology and were able to download the information they wanted from her brain.
  • They also wanted to get in to her telepathic link.
  • All of this was very traumatic for her to experience.

19:30  What happens when the body dies.

• • How the spirit leaves the body.
  • The body dies, but the spirit still has awareness before a full death.
  • In those moments, the body and spirit is still having emotions and thoughts.
  • The spirit still enlivens the non-physical aspects of the body (the thoughts, the emotions) until it fully departs.
  • What we can take with us, when our spirit leaves the body, is pure love.
  • Any fear, anger that have not been transmuted, remain in the astral field.  They can be transmuted best from within physical form, while in a living body, in another lifetime, or taken on by another Soul to transmute in that Soul’s incarnation, where it chooses to do so.
  • This especially happens when the spirit leaves the body, when the body dies in trauma.
  • This is why traumatic deaths during war, violence, and abuse are so challenging – they add to the astral layers of Earth’s energy fields, and to the astral residue of the race of beings of that time and place, also.

21:50  Being born into the body – how the body’s energy is configured at incarnation.

• • When we incarnate, our Soul chooses the components of this lifetime.
  • This may include memories, and energetic residue, of key past lifetimes that will influence the current lifetime.
  • Sometimes these are included for healing, so that the Soul heals itself through our incarnations.
  • Actually, we heal ourselves (with help from our friends, from inner guidance, from our spiritual guides).
  • We are the Soul, incarnate.
  • How my life has components of the blue girl’s life.
  • Love of the stars, dreams of flying among the stars.
  • Feelings of guilt, secrets, hiding.
  • We address these emotions when we are alive, sometimes in the current lifetime, sometimes in another one.

23:10  Alex discusses innate body energy wounding from a biological perspective.

• • Amazing how much information the body can store on your behalf.
  • Alex’s past life experiences related to neck pain.
  • How she healed from neck pain.
  • Physical reverberations of traumatic events in past lives.
  • We believe there soul goes on in perfection.
  • But in other lifetimes, there is an opportunity to address the energetic residue, and the thoughts and emotions, of what had occurred.

24:45  Solaris discusses energetic detritus in the human energy field

• • Seeing the energy grids of the body as golden.
  • I work with the energy grids and clearing the energetic detritus from the energy grids of a person.

26:00  Discussing what the blue girl was like.

• • She was fairy like, lithe, feminine.
  • Alex describes her as a pixie.
  • Solaris: Ha ha! As I was writing this article a link to Dark Pixie Astrology opened up on my browser.
  • Discussing why I was not interested in topics that would have touched the life of the blue girl until now.

28:00  Alex discusses why these feelings feel so present now.

• • Dimensional differences,
  • Time is not linear.
  • All time actually happens at the same time – in the Now moment.

29:40 The blue girl is a part of my Soul.

• • Alex notes how she shows up in my life – wearing blue, and so on.
  • The blue girl’s feelings of guilt over being captured.

30:00 Alex talks about her perception of the blue girl’s race and their capabilities.

• • This was a higher dimensional race in a unity consciousness.
  • This race had no consciousness about being able to be attacked.
  • There was a ‘one strike’ capability by the attackers.
  • Something/someone, was able to find that ‘back door’, like a lightening strike.
  • Then, all the systems on the ship were fried.
  • For the blue girl to feel guilty over how the entire race was set up; this was not her fault.
  • We have that on planet Earth now – race guilt, guilt about what a culture did to others.
  • The individual isn’t responsible for the fact that her race and their technology did not have high enough security or capabilities to prevent being attacked.
  • You feel awful, you go through the healing process, and then you feel much better, lighter, and released from the trauma.

34:33. How the blue girl has benefitted me in this lifetime.

• • Studying quantum physics, developing quantum tool sets.
  • Having an understanding of how energy works through the memories.
  • Learning to set energy parameters in this lifetime; this is an evolution from the blue girl’s lifetime.

35:45  Energy protection.

• • The idea of an energy shield for your field.
  • Evolving this to setting the parameters for our energy field.
  • Why this works: I am the representative for my Soul in this body.
  • Interacting at a mastery level with the Soul.
  • Choosing our experience, while knowing divinity creates outcomes in our highest good.

37:00 Discussion of Soul contract.

• • Soul contracts are created moment to moment from my perspective.
  • Alex and I will be talking more about these ideas in new videos!

37:54  Higher dimensional beings cannot necessarily see into the lower dimensions

• • The omnipresence of God.
  • Higher dimensional beings are incarnated too.
  • Lower dimensions are not necessarily in their awareness.

38:47 Alex talks about biology of dimensions from a body perspective.

• • How our view is dependent on our perspective.

39:44  What boots on the ground – starseeds – are doing here.

• • You need boots on the ground to perceive the lower dimensions.
  • Solaris talks about doing energy work with the land, and clearing dark – dense energies.
  • Describing what starseeds are doing – reporting back about this dimension.

42:00  Doing energy work.

• • Checking in to see if there is permission.
  • Doing energy work from lightbody.
  • The parameters of this plane are sovereignty and free will choice.
  • Commanding will from a human perspective will have consequences.
  • Checking in with your inner divinity – your pure connection at the level of the frequency that you are choosing such as I Am Presence, Source consciousness, and so on.

45:31  The blue people – who they were.

• • From the Andromeda galaxy.
  • An Arcturian race that had incarnated as blue people at some point in history.
  • Not all blue people are necessarily Arcturians.
  • My sense is that the Arcturians have incarnated as many different races, with other types of bodies, over eons.
  • Solaris: When I interact with Arcturians, on lightships, they appear as an energy cloud.
  • Having an open mind to receive information and to hear others’ truths.

48:00  It still bothers me that I don’t know how the ship was crashed!

• • Alex:  The pertinent details were given during the healing work.
  • Alex talks about how the brain wants more data, and why the information may not be available at this time.
  • Solaris: These are the blue girl’s feelings: How did this happen? Feeling at fault because she was the Captain.
  • The concept of responsibility is a human perspective. It was not part of their culture.
  • Bringing the human perspective to her experience.
  • She received the signals that the ship received, and she did not perceive the attack ahead of time.
  • Healing past lives and extraterrestrial past lives:  We bring our human feelings and perspective, and we heal this.  As we are doing this, the emotions and thoughts pass through our field and body, and the emotions that she left after she died, those transmute and pass through the energy field and body applying that love to the self.
  • This elevates human awareness, each one of us doing healing, applying love and awareness, it benefits the collective.
  • Like the 100th monkey effect.
  • Having a period of integration after doing healing work.
  • Alex:  Treating the body, heart and soul gently.  Rocking the baby and inner child.  Taking the time for healing. How unconditionally loved we are in this universe, and to offer this to ourselves. (Alex, you rock this!!)

53:30 Meeting the blue girl’s male partner.

• • First met him in at an energy portal in New Mexico, at the church at Chemoya.
  • He is also a blue person, with a gold and blue/purple Egyptian-type headdress, and now is one of my spirit guides.
  • Doing my first energy work with him; learning from him how to do work with healing light.
  • When I saw that this woman was blue, I had the realization that they had been partners in her lifetime as the Captain.
  • Now I have met both of them; it is an amazing and beautiful experience to do so.  My heart is filled with love, feeling their love for each other, and for me, also.

Thanks for watching, and thank you for being here with me today.

Love, Solaris

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The blue girl is from Andromeda.

Last night as I was going to sleep, I saw the woman who I had been.

What surprised me at first is that her skin was dark – a rich blue.  The other striking thing about her was that she was completely silent.  Her communication is by telepathy, only.

I think of her as “the blue girl”.  I know her name, but this is personal.  I have remembered her experience for years, but in recent days, I’ve been looking deeper in to this past lifetime that has called for healing.

I thought that perhaps I would write about what happened in the blue girl’s lifetime, and see where this takes us.  I get to talk about starships a lot, too, one of my favorite topics.

I thought I would bring you on the journey, if you’d like to see what this experience feels like and how it unfolds.

What I feel is this journey is towards healing, understanding, integration, and teaching moments.  It was an important lifetime and experience related to my current lifetime, of this much I am certain.

Shamanic Experience at Zero Point

Some background on how I’m able to see past lifetimes might provide some context, here.  I use shamanic techniques that I have learned over many, many lifetimes.  I am self taught through these memories, and through my own inner journeying.

What I’ve learned to do is work in a shamanic fashion at zero point.  This sets energetic parameters on what information I receive, and means that I am working in lightbody during healing sessions, also.

Working from zero point is to be conscious in a place of wholeness, or non-duality, and of unconditional love.

Working from this space grants us entry to higher dimensional experiences, and to an ability to see, intuit and experience what is essentially the living akashic record of what occurred to person and place that is the focus of our intention.

Meeting Myself at Zero Point

What I have found with the blue girl, is that we are able to meet at zero point, because of her own talents and healing abilities.  I probably developed and honed many of my skills during her lifetime.

The blue girl is able to be in lightbody, also.  Thus we can meet in the “no time” of higher dimensional frequency (fifth dimensional and higher frequencies), even though our lifetimes are perhaps thousands of years or more, apart.

She has assured me that she is fine, now. Her spirit has healed from the experiences I’m going to write about here. What remains is the fun, awe and beauty of this lifetime of flying among the stars.

Why now?  She could not complete healing herself in that lifetime because of the trauma of how she died, and because, in divine timing, the perfect moment to complete her healing is through this experience with me.

The energy of this memory has remained with me, unconsciously, as part of the memories of my body, emotions, thoughts and spirit in this lifetime.  I’m ready to move to a new place in my life, and thus, fully acknowledging this experience and unconditionally loving who I was, will bring me in to deeper wholeness with who I am.

Flying a Starship with Three Captains

The blue girl is a starship captain.

This woman flew a large starship with two other captains.  She stood in the center of the command deck of the ship, with another captain on her left, and one on her right. They stood on a large slightly elevated platform; their equipment formed the shape of a triangle.

Each captain stood at a standing podium. Information in the form of visual symbols and telepathically received frequencies flowed through the console attached to each podium.

A large rectangular console was attached to each free standing podium.  Together, each of the three consoles formed the three sides of a triangle.

The captains, working together, generated a connectedness of energy and information as they stood working as a group all facing inward towards the open triangular space in the center of their platform.

All of the captains were women.

Energy, information, commands, data, inputs and outputs flowed between them, energetically and telepathically, the panels and “keyboards” in front of them, moving and showing symbols aligned with what was being energetically and telepathically communicated.

The Operation of the Starship

The Captain ran her hands over the panel, and telepathically and visually connected with the ship itself.   When doing so, she was one with the ship.  She received it’s inputs as it received it’s inputs.  She send out signals as the ship sent out signals.

There was no separation between the ships’ technology and herself.  And yet, she did not have technology implanted in to her body.  This was not necessary.

With her pure, human-type form, she could use her mind, her energy and her being to operate the vessel.

The Ship’s Command Structure

The command of the vessel was completely different than how we view command within most of our cultures on Earth.

This was a large vessel with many individuals operating and living on the ship.  This was a ship “in service”.  The culture did not have a military, per se.  The might of their presence and their vessel was untouchable, by most other forces. The culture lived on starships, and also had starships that engaged in missions.

There was a general telepathic link among the entire population.  This was where the command structure flowed from.  It was not a group mind, as each being operated as an individual.  But they were linked and from group agreement at an unspoken level made command decisions, together.

The way the command decisions were made wasn’t through discussion, wasn’t through review of facts or data per se, the way many of our cultures do on Earth at this time.

Command decision was through commonality of intention, in the context of alignment with the greater plan of their species and of others of their kind, living on other starships.

This intentionality was in layers; from the personal, to the small group, to the complement on the ship, to their family in groups of other ships (and all were considered family), to their people in their part of the galaxy, and so on.  One could move between layers of awareness to be in and participate in the collective experience.  There was no hierarchy and as they evolved they naturally participated in more expanding groupings.

Because most human beings are not telepathic, let me try to explain how this alignment of intention was experienced by the blue girl: it was like being the melody in an orchestra where all played their instruments finely and in tune, creating a beautiful symphony of sound. This is how their aligned, telepathic group intention feels from my perspective.

Command by the Captains

As Captain, the blue girl; really, a woman in strong standing, could make individual command decisions, and could make them together within her threesome of co-captains, but in the background alignment with the whole, was always present.

This is fully possible, and I can feel the feelings of how this is possible, but I also understand that I’m having trouble explaining exactly how this worked.  Maybe that is because it is a possibility beyond the limits of mind.

The captains had individual roles, but also operated as one unit.  It was an efficient operation, and it was a professional position of responsibility.

The ability to link with the other captains, and to link with the ship to fly it, was a high skill set  developed through attention and practice over a very long time.  But it was not more or less important than any other function of, or operation on, the vessel.

This vessel and this culture operated at a high frequency and these beings had a refined way about them.  They were a very advanced race, both technologically and from a consciousness perspective.

The Crash and Capture

What I see in my vision is that the starship suddenly “crashed”, while approaching a planet related to an inter-species mission, yet it hit no other vessel.  The ship had been on a mission of importance and of service, working with and at the behest of other cultures.

It’s like it hit a wall of dis-aligned energy.  What it feels like to me, is that the ship was operating at a high frequency, and it hit, or was hit by, a wall of lower dimensional energy.

I sense a surprise attack.  In my vision, I see a huge beam of light interacting with the vessel.

What I know is that all systems on the ship ceased, immediately.  It’s like everything and everyone was conscious, and then suddenly, there was no consciousness at all on the vessel.  It wasn’t that the people were killed.  All consciousness was… disconnected, while their bodies fell to the ground, unconscious but alive.

The Captain, who had been standing at her console operating the vessel with her partners, lost consciousness in a searing flash of light and her body fell to the ground.

Viewing the scene from my lightbody, I can see that the Captain was removed from the vessel by the attackers in a beam of light.

The Trauma of this Past Lifetime

What I can see from my lightbody, at zero point, looking in to this lifetime, is that the culture that attacked was also highly technologically advanced, but they wanted something, and their tactics were to use aggression and dominance to get it.

They were able to download the information that they wanted from the Captain’s memory while she was unconscious, without her knowledge or participation.

It was details about ships and capabilities and these sorts of things related to whatever the situation was, that was going on.  It was information she never would have shared with them willingly.

However, this information was not so important to her culture.  Because of their telepathic link, I feel, the knowledge that their ship had been attacked would have been known almost instantly by others of their kind.

Their culture was not at risk because of their ability to know this information, and to respond immediately by changing ship positions and so on.

I feel that the attackers did not understand the energetic nature of the relationships within the culture of the blue girl.  But the attackers knew something of their telepathic capabilities and thus wished to use the Captain to further their knowledge, and to infiltrate her starship to the extent possible.

The attacker’s species communicated by speaking with sound from their mouths and vocal cords.  These sounds formed words and tones that together were a language that they used to communicate with each other.

The blue girl’s culture was aware of this way of communicating but did not participate in it.  When they interacted with other species, it was through telepathic communication with those willing to do so.

To a certain extent, what the attackers were really doing, was trying to infiltrate a higher dimensional plane of experience that the blue girl’s starships operated within.

For many reasons of defense and security, and of interdimensional physics, this was not possible.  But they were, sort of, looking for ways to cheat, to get around these factors.

Caring for this Woman in Her Experience

I call her the blue girl, fondly and protectively.  Because her race did not age as ours does, in my clairvoyant vision, she looks so young to me even though she is an adult.  She is beautiful and with an almost fairy-like feel. The sense of her presence is amplified for me by her non-speaking. Her people did not use audible voices at all, although she has a mouth and her body looks almost human.

After she awoke back in to consciousness, the blue girl was abused and demeaned by the race that had captured her.  These beings were an alliance of a humanoid race and at least one other type of extraterrestrial species.  They engaged in a strategy to break down her consciousness and spirit.

Being with her in my light body at zero point, I used shamanic light energy techniques to feel and healed the residue of the trauma to her body, and the feelings of anxiety, of pain and despair.

And you know, I feel that healing these from Earth to the past lifetime was much easier, in this case, than healing the experience from within that lifetime, would have been.  Though her body was eventually killed, her consciousness, and her spirit, live on as immortal aspects of Soul.

I know that my Soul is making the blue girl available to me so that I can heal her, and so that she can heal me.

Time has taken the energy from these experiences, and when unconditional love is applied, from my current body, as a human on Earth, I am able to assist her to let go of the experiences, the body memories, and the emotion.

Healing the Sacred Trust of One’s Self

All energy in this universe balances.  In many of my past lifetimes I had remembered betrayal of love of someone I had incarnated with over and over again, yet I know that I had never betrayed this person.  Where was the balance to having been betrayed?  I finally found it, in the lifetime of the blue girl.

It was the betrayal of one’s own self, in the blue girl’s feeling that she had betrayed her own sacred trust, in herself.

The greatest trauma the blue girl suffered was that she was tricked into, in her view, betraying her people, because the attackers found a way to cause her to access her telepathic link to her co-captains.  This link to her co-captains was sacred, and sharing it with any outsider was an abomination.

I checked in over and over, and the access of this link did not cause her people deaths, crash any ships, destroy any systems, or do any other irreparable damage.  Yet it was deeply traumatic for her that this link had been shared, and broke her confidence and trust both in herself, and about working in teams again… for a very, very long time.

Although it is hard for my human self to understand, the invasion of her telepathic link shook her to the core of her being, creating a deep sense of violation and breech of sacred trust.

In this lifetime, this breech of trust within herself, was calling out to me for healing.

Being Willing to Love Again

From within my current lifetime, I can see that this aspect of my Soul is willing to love herself, again.  And from there, to love and engage with others to co-create something wonderful.

For now, I am enjoying the healed, full presence of this beautiful blue girl, present in her lightbody, in my consciousness.  I recognize parts of her in me, like how I always wear blue, like how I am able to understand energetic work and why I love the idea of flying among the stars.

I feel the freedom she feels now, unburdened by these memories.  I feel our mutual desire, to be fully present, to go out into the world, to live life, and to love, again.

This love is the love we feel inside about ourselves, it is the love we feel for each other, and this love is the passion of working from your heart and soul, and being with others pursuing their joy, also.

It is fully expressing my love in my life, in all the ways that have meaning.

The Benefits of Healing This Galactic Aspect of My Soul

I feel that the blue girl is present to show me, and to share with me, how to work in teams in a new way.

I feel that she is here to help return to me my ability to take command and make clear and confident decisions, in alignment with my heart space.

And, I feel that she will help me embody the ability to use my intention, in a way that is powerfully and fully connected with my own Source energy.

And I feel that she is here because I am willing to love, again.

My heart sings with the knowing that she is well and healed, and that her sense of love is restored.  And so is mine, also.

Love, Solaris

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