When devastation hits us, there’s something about the sacredness of going through the pain, that can elevate the experience for us.
This is the Sacredness of Devastation
I’m not sure what to write tonight.
Last week, in the midst of rocking some projects, I had a devastating realization about events that occurred some time ago.
At first I felt shock. Then, I felt a range of emotions as my analytical mind put pieces into place, until I had a list long of evidence and occurrences to ponder.
That’s when the rage hit, and wow, I have never felt rage quite like that. Being a spiritual kind of girl, I worked with my spiritual guidance team to create a space around me, in my energy field and my body’s energy, embued by the violet flame of transmutation. I asked my spiritual guidance team to support me, calling on angel after saint after angel to help me through.
I know that there are times when anger can be helpful. But I needed to release some anger that was over the top, pent up, rageful.
I let myself feel and feel and feel and feel in this sacred space of anger and rage and devastation. I let myself feel the anger and rage for hours after hours.
Finally, I drove to a non-stop action movie and sat in my space of sacred discharge, raging and fuming. I had always wondered what good these kind movies were, displaying so much violence.
And finally, I had my answer.
I imagined how many people felt so angry and rageful and how these movies provided release, and I had never had this insight before. I could never imagine, before, that these kind of movies that show so much suffering could ease suffering, also.
The movie ended, and I felt my anger and rage empty into the violet flame I imagined surrounding me. And suddenly, I had another realization.
I felt swept clean.
And in that feeling, was an elation. I felt so much more of me. I felt as if I was glowing. Glowing in the self confidence of having handled the rage and anger of devastating news in mastery. I felt wildly free.
This is when I felt a flash of awakening.
In the flash of a moment, I felt and saw the pain and devastation of our world within the context of the sacredness of this moment.
It’s not something I can explain; so much was conveyed in so short a moment. A window opened; an awakening occurred. I was privy to something I cannot write down, that I don’t even have the words for.
I saw with a clarity I didn’t have before, that all paths can lead to awakening.
I felt a surge of re-commitment to living my life; to walking my Path.
I felt the sacred miracle of creation:
All paths lead Home.
Love, Solaris
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