It’s Not All Airy Fairy (Love and Light) Up There, or Down Here
I’m joking, and I’m not.
Over the years I have done energy working missions based on inner guidance that involved many adventures. I’m mostly done with this sort of work, now, and what I’m guided to do now is somewhat different.
But, I wanted to share a recent experience where my human self was involved, and share the choices I made and actions I have taken as a result of being faced with these choices.
I have much experience in the non-physical realms, as I have done energy work for years as part of my service and my mission of being here, now on Earth – Gaia, walking the path of ascension and in service to Gaia and humanity, and to my own Soul as it’s incarnation of Self.
Seeing it Up Close Doing Energy Working
In terms of doing energy work, some of my early sets of missions was locating ‘devils’ living within the earth for the galactic and celestial forces. Once I had located them and tunneled through energy to their location, these forces came through and, essentially, ‘arrested’ them. Suffice it to say, those entities were escorted off planet.
After that, one of my next assignments was to be a witness the crimes of certain ‘negative’ extraterrestrials on this planet. It was pretty bad and it was pretty gory. I do not know if these events will become widely known. My task was to witness the focus of a particular negative ET race of damaging the human male population. Human men as a group have been through more than we realize.
What am I trying to say?
While I can face a devil on the energy planes, as a human being, I have been more loathe to fully defend myself. My compassion has overridden my self-protection and my self-interests many times.
That is over.
Surrender, My Ass
There are certain spiritual types, and I’m thinking of some channelers in particular, who describe the need to ‘surrender’ when walking the path of ascension – the path of expanding consciousness and awareness.
Since words have varying definitions and connotations I will define the sort of surrender that I refer to: I am talking to surrendering to what appears to be a higher power or entity in a way that gives up our personal will and sovereignty.
What I’m not talking about is making a free will choice to align with divinity as you view it in a way that resonates with you – in my view, this is a personal choice we can make as an empowered human being living and acting in our personal sovereignty.
What I am talking about is a situation where the human being views itself as lower than or less than what presents as ‘divinity’ or a ‘higher being’, or where the human being feels entranced by that entity or mesmerized by that entity.
Seekers on the spiritual path are often sold this ‘surrender’ concept by those of the ‘false light’ – i.e., those with something to gain from others giving up their personal sovereignty. Surrender to this sort of entity, in this way, and you are f*ed in the a**, so to speak. That is my take, putting it bluntly, lol.
However, I respect the choice of anyone who makes this choice as it is their free will right to do so. But I do set personal boundaries and these do not include interacting with them on a personal level.
This type of surrender is a path that ranges from having entities in the energy field, to actual possession, to in the extreme booting a Soul and taking over the body. The latter example can only be done under specific circumstances – one of them is the original Soul agreeing to leave – hence my description of this concept of surrender.
A dear friend of mine describes it this way – if you are not conscious, you can become an ‘agent’. What she means is that just like in the movie ‘The Matrix’, where we are unconscious, the dark forces can hijack our shadow element to manipulate our actions and to effect those around us.
If you are or have been approached by this sort of energy or entity, the antidote to it’s pull on you is to maintain personal sovereignty and clearly say, ‘No’; you are the master in your body and it is your divine right as an incarnate Soul to have ownership of your physical body and of your energy field.
I am writing this clearly, because I know there are those of you out there who have been through these experiences, both from the spiritual light worker – energy worker world, to the UFO – extraterrestrial experiencer / researcher world.
Saying No to An Attempt to Force Surrender
I saw this activity in the extreme recently and I was completely angered by what I saw. And I said, ‘No’. Not in my space. Not in my body. Not in my energy. Not in my world. I can declare this myself, and I can take action.
Others can choose by their sovereign divine free will right what their actions will be, as well. If they have chosen surrender, and they are allowing elements to work through them that are dark forces, then even if I do not like it, I honor their choice. But that doesn’t mean that they are welcome in my space, any more.
Inner Discernment is Our Guide
There is a lot of ‘false light’ out there. And it is inner discernment that allows us to know what is truly spiritual and representative of divinity to us, versus that which chooses to use and abuse us in the name of a ‘higher power’. When that false light presents through someone close to us, it can be particularly challenging to accept and to recognize.
The dark forces can come to us in many guises, and it will work whatever angle we have where we are not fully impeccable in owning our own space – I’m talking energetically, and by our conscious and unconscious actions and choices.
How I view these approaches is as tests of our mastery and skill of being an empowered human being. We will be tested even if that means this energy/entity has to find a way to come through those close to us – either unconsciously through their shadow element, or consciously through having been actually hijacked.
Defeating Negative Attacks
Recently, I had an intense experience after engaging with someone who had surrendered, in this manner, and although I saw the signs, I thankfully recognized them in time, so I had warning. Afterwards, I was attacked by an entity and quickly realized that this energy wanted to either possess me or to take me out, right there in the moment.
I have seen a lot of drama over energy attacks by negative forces, and yes these are real. But when we put our power outside of ourselves, we surrender it to forces beyond our control.
The approach that resonates highest with me is to claim my space and boundaries, and pouring my Soul’s light into this space that is me; embuing my body and energy field with my own essence. I also call on Archangel Michael.
But, I have a back up system that I had not fully activated until that moment, and that is that I intend these energies that approach me will transform to their highest version of self in the moment of presentation at my energy field.
I am a human being wanting to walk my path, but I am also a warrior and a wielder of light embodying this physical form. I don’t know if I started out as a warrior of light, way back when, but have a few tours around this galaxy and this planet, and whew, the inner warrior becomes honed.
Shining Your Inner Light
In my human life I have dimmed my light because I perceived that this would make ‘others’ feel more comfortable. And I have dimmed my light out of fear, fear of being different because I see the world so differently and because my view feels unusual. I know that there are those of you reading this, who know what I am talking about.
Of course I would feel this way if I compare my views and feelings and knowings of the physics and life of a free sovereign being with what the matrix has to offer me.
Suppressing myself has been something I have struggled with for many, many years. I have held back pouring out my truth because of it, and I have held back out of fear.
What I feared by expressing myself – being attacked – has occurred anyway. What attacked me was defeated out of love – deep love for myself and the knowing that I have a right to be here and to be present as the living embodiment of my Soul’s energy and divinity. What facilitated that attack is no longer welcome into my divine space of love.
Yet, as there always is, there is a blessing here. There is a lesson to be learned, and there is joy that can come from this. There is love that can be expressed in a new way.
I have used my skills in service to others for so long. It is time to use these skills, now, in service to myself, fully – out of love for myself, for all it has taken to get to be here, now.
Now I will shine brightly. The laws of physics and this universe say that transmutation of lower frequencies will occur, and resonant frequencies will draw to each other out of alignment. I look forward to this.
This is my free will choice to bring my light and my love more fully to my space and to my work. This is my heart’s desire and this is the passion of my Soul.
Welcome to my world.
Love, Solaris
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