Sirius stood still for me

The other night

It stood still

So that I could take it’s picture

Usually Sirius is dancing

When I look at it, the star sparkles

It sparkles orange, green, white, blue

Bobbing up and down

Dancing with joyful movement

Like it’s happy

Happy to see me

And we laugh

Together

And I go in

After saying goodnight

My neck aching from craning

From looking upward in the cool night air

It never occurred to me

That Sirius was trying to get my attention

That there might be a reason

It was trying to get my attention

Or that there was the possibility of communication

That might help in daily life

I thought it was unreachable

I thought that we were worlds apart

I thought that was for the future

I did not know it could be possible, now

As I write this, my dog moves my hand

Trying to get me to pet him, probably

To interact and to play

He puts his muzzle on my keyboard and stares up with those big brown eyes

Sirius, the Dog Star

Playful, friendly, loving, fierce

Bobbing back and forth, and sparkling

Every night when I’m out

Walking

It had to stand still

For my camera to focus

So I could take it’s picture

I’ve noticed that the stars

Well, sometimes they will come into focus for the camera

And sometimes not

Sometimes the moment is just for me, and the star

Sometimes I’m allowed to share

So Sirius stood still

So I would have this photo

And then want to tell this story

This is how it played out

Not too long ago

I met someone with Sirius in their eye

The blue, so bright, shining, brilliant, intense, beautiful

I had to know more

But in the eye was a warning

Like my pointer

Staring and stalking

Still and intense

What is he thinking

That is what I wanted to know

In the brilliant intensity of the gaze

A warning

What did it mean

What was it about

I was hoping

That Sirius would be there

Playful, happy, brightly lit, shining

Loyal, intense, fierce, beautiful

When it wasn’t, I felt betrayed

Betrayed by my own hopefulness

Betrayed by my own expectations

Betrayed by the desire for something that wasn’t present

Still, because I wanted to experience

The bright blue of Sirius

I allowed the blue light to visit

My mind at night

It wanted to heal me

It wanted to heal my brain

Which had felt cranky for a year and a half

After that whole energy machine incident

So I relented, and said fine, okay

And I knew that a group of beings was around me

That they represented the Sirian frequency

And a blue light in waves passed through my brain

Passed through my mind

And then sparkling stars

Of the most brilliant blue

And it was over

And my head has felt perfectly fine

Perfectly normal

Ever since then

And for this I am grateful

It never occurred to me

That all of this time

All of these months

Of dancing about

Of trying to get my attention

I never thought that it could be something more

I never considered that there was an offer

An offer to help me

An offer to do healing

An offer to assist

A simple human like me

From the stars

From Sirius

From it’s blue beaming frequency

So I stood still

Finally

And allowed myself to receive

The improvement was immediate

And there were adventures

It was so simple

So simple to allow the blue light to heal my mind

I only allowed it because I thought I had found love

But that was the warning

The warning was that the idea of love was a lure

Part of the lure was beneficial

It allowed my Sirians to approach me

But mine aren’t all there are

I stood still and considered

I watched the lights flicker and laughed to myself

Another day

Another star

Another adventure

When I looked up

At Sirius last night

I couldn’t talk to it like usual

I couldn’t laugh, or smile

My emotions were mixed

My thoughts were jumbled

I’m not sure how I feel

I am Sirian in the future

I am human now

I cannot reach that lifetime from here

I am meant to be here now

They stood by me

Trying to get my attention

Trying to offer assistance

Until they found a way to get my attention

From the level of the ground

It wasn’t easy

I didn’t understand at first

I wish you could have just talked to me

When I saw those blue eyes it scared me

The hard look, the warning, the intensity

You knew I would see you

You led me down a path that was treacherous

And then you weren’t there at the ending

I looked up at Sirius

As it hid behind the branches of the tree

Appearing, disappearing

It was hidden and hard to see

Something was blocking my ability to experience it’s energy

To see it’s brilliance

The hard cold branches

Of a tree in winter

Moving in the chilly night

I knew something was between us

That there was another presence

I’m glad I didn’t see it until the very end

Because it was scary

Because it was treacherous

Because it was alien and uncaring

I left quietly and easily

Under the cover of night

Blending in with the darkness

Slipping away to a place of comfort

I looked up at Sirius, the star, waiting

I stood still

As it moved for me

Bobbing, tentative, wanting to dance with me

But, I’m not ready to laugh again, so easily

I’m not ready to be so open

So Sirius stood still, too

And listened

Waiting

Love, Solaris

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I have long watched

The ancient ones

Still playing the same games

Glimmer, glitter

Sparkle, and shine

Hiding, out in the open

In a package

that appears divine

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You walk through accolades

False nobility

The crowd awaits you

You spin the energies

To achieve outcomes

The ancient weaver

The queen of darkness

Purveyor of hopes

And dreams

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Spinning,

Towards your aims

Floating, free of time

Living in a slower rate of progression

Moving through the created universe

Hunting, picking, choosing

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You have lived so long

You have outlived them all

There are so few of you left

The ancient ones

Eternity has tested your mettle

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The ancient ones

Playing the games of long ago

Playing the games of dominion

Creeping through time

Gaining advantage

Gathering knowledge

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The magic at play is an aspect of Creation

For ill, or for good

For better, or for worse

It is always moving

Changing, forming

Evolving, devolving

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The initiating point

Of ancient density

Of the ancient games

Is in the future

Once found

Once sighted

The game ends

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The slipstream

Of time opens

Into the past

Timelines fracture

History dissolves

Creation shifts

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My Ancient Soul

Bearing responsibility

Wandering through time

Alone and weary

Searching for Love

And Home

Always growing, moving, shifting, creating

Searching for answers

And solutions

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The ancient ones

You have the opportunity to choose

And take new form

The key, the code

Is in your pure truth

Should you have the courage

to lay down your ancient ways

and choose anew

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The ancient ones

Still playing the same games

Still taking, directing, controlling

Still giving, granting, awarding

For loyalty to you

The pain lays covered and

Still in need of healing

Long ago

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~ Love, Solaris

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Finding Inspiration Looking at the Evening Sky

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This evening I thought

I thought I would go down

down to the beach

and look at the sky.

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I stood at the edge of the water

I stood at the beginning of the ocean

I stood at the great wondrous expanse

and set my heart upon the water.

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As if I could be

as if I could lie with my love

across the entire surface

of the water before my eyes.

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My love is that big.

The love of the water matches me.

My love is that strong.

I looked to the sky.

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I prayed for an answer.

I asked for assistance,

from my Soul, from my Higher Self

that was complete, 100%, aligned.

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A flash to my left

moved towards me.

Help arrived

from the skies.

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My love flowed forth on the ocean

I let my angels of the skies help me

Working diligently

to repair my energy.

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A big team

came forward

for little ole’

I.

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I shifted my attention

to the clouds from the water.

To the great expanse of sky,

to the patterns and ripples of cloud bank.

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The geometric patterns,

the empty rectangle

the fleeting triangles

the open sky.

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The changing colors

at the evening sunset

shapes moving

across the sky.

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I looked up from the edge of the water

I looked up from the beginning of the ocean

in awe at the great wondrous expanse above me

I set my heart upon the sky.

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As if I could be

as if I could rise with my love

across the entire expanse

of the open sky before my eyes.

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My love is that big.

The love of the sky matches me.

My love is that strong.

He and I.

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I breathed in and outward,

I looked out and inward,

I saw the repairs within me

I saw the deconstruction and the healing.

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Little ole’ I,

working with the heart of Gaia,

she loves me that much,

she loves her humanity.

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The sky’s colors brightened

as if behind the cloud puffs shown

a greater light just beyond my perception

just beyond my reality.

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Galactic blues,

neon orange.

The perfectly symmetrical

outlined pattern.

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As if it is the flat bottom of a ship above me,

and to it’s right another with

the windows of consciousness pointed towards me,

a playful rush of breeze races towards me across the water.

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I feel at home here, in the heart of me,

I want to be, right where I am.

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Love, Solaris

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HeartStar

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Some nights,

when I’m feeling low,

my emotions are roiling

inside.

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Some days,

when I’m gathering my courage

but it’s hard to collect

it all.

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Some times,

when I look at the night sky,

a blanket of black,

I won’t look at the stars.

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What separates me from my passion?

Fear and being different.

What causes hesitation?

My confidence wavers.

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And yet that star,

unseen yet blinking

in my heart

says do it all.

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Love, Solaris

~**~

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Shout out to my siStar Joanna Fay at her HeartStar.org Blog

I really appreciate her dedication to continued content creation about galactic energies and their focus on Earth, and to her photographs of the stars and lightships.

After writing this poem, I realized I had been thinking of her and appreciating someone else who does similar work to what I do, and appreciating her constant devotion to getting out her message.

Joanna kindly agreed to be a guest photographer on the Solaris Modalis blog – the post with her photographs and story are here:

Golden Orb at Orion: Guest Photographer Joanna Fay

Here is a guest article of my work on her blog as well, this page includes many other interesting sky photographers:

Guest Photos on HeartStar.org

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The Arcturians were here, today

They came in feathery ships of light

glistening in the daylight sun and

shimmering as day slipped to night

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The Arcturians filled the sky today

with feathery ships of feathery light

the whisps of cloud in geometric shapes

the patterns delicate and light

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They make me smile

their elegant forms

their formless shapes

that is their norm

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I breathe in to the patterns

and then I breathe out

my frequency rises

I laugh out loud

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My body shimmers

this feels amazing

this higher frequency

is what I’ve been craving

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It feels so good

combined with the norm

of human living

within this body form

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The Arcturians came today

in their feathery ships of light

I’m happy to be a human

interacting with their light

Love, Solaris

Links: See Meeting the Arcturian: An Interesting Story  and A Star At Night 1 – Arcturian Energies (with Video) and A Star At Night 2 – The Arcturians (with Video).

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